Never mind the highs and lows I shared with her
I refused to remember her love
Her love like a blessing was warm, unseen, felt and sure
Her insanity made me forget her
I now took her love for granted like the summer breeze
Mother that touch grew infuriating, restless being very uneasy
Joy
Tears
Bliss
Calamity
The magic called you remained
The memory of you remained-flowing over calm waters
Your love still remains so true
Still I wanted you dead!
It pained me the disorientation
My greatest love
Lost like the many planets
Motherly tender has faded
Raw and honest your love
Your mind stole it and you chose to forget me
But here in my heart you remain
In the arms that are home your insanity snatched me
Mother please remember me
You hummed me to sleep on your back
You took fists and words whilst you played with me in disarray
Against the world you and I
Fighting against the strong wind yet still pushing forward
I wanted you dead to show you I loved you
To end pain, misery to end THE PAIN and MISERY
Out of love, my dear mother, I wanted you dead!
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